Boring night

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Come on summer tour..hopefully i break 200 phish shows this summer

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people will be really surprised at what happens next

Date:	2005-12-08 11:39
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No, no, no, nooo
Don't phunk with my heart
Yeah
No, no, no, nooo
Don't phunk with my heart

[Chorus]
I wonder if I take you home,
Would you still be in love baby? (love, love)
(love, love) In love baby?
I wonder if I take you home,
Would you still be in love baby? (love, love)
(love, love) In love baby?

Girl you know you got me, got me(yeah)
With your pistol shot me, shot me (gun shot)
And I'm here helplessly
In love and nothing can stop me
It can't stop me once I started
Can't return me once you bought it
I'm coming baby don't doubt it
(Don't make me wait)
So let's be about it

[Hook]
No, no, no, nooo
Don't phunk with my heart

Baby have some trustin, trustin
When I come with lustin, lustin
Cause I bring you that comfort
I ain't only here cause I want yer
body, I want you're mind too
Interestin' what I find you
And I'm interested in the long haul
Come on girl yee-haw!
(galloping horse fx)
Come on

[Chorus]
I wonder if I take you home,
Would you still be in love baby? (love, love)
(love, love) In love baby?
I wonder if I take you home,
Would you still be in love baby? (love, love)
(love, love) In love baby?

[Hook]
No, no, no, nooo
Don't phunk with my heart

Girl you had me once you kissed me
My love for you is not iffy
I always want you wit me
I´ll play Bobby and you play Whitney
(And I-I) If you smoke I smoke too
That's how much I'm in love witchu
Crazy is what crazy do
Crazy in love I'm a crazy fool

[Hook]
No, no, no, nooo
Don't phunk with my heart

Why you so in-sa-cure
When you got passion and love herre
You always claim that I'm a cheata
Think I'll up and go leave ya
For another senorita
You forgot that I need ya
You must have caught amnesia
That's why you don't believe uh
Well'- Yeah - Check it out

[repeat 2X]
Don't ja worry about a thing "baby"
Cause ya know ya got me by a string "baby"

[Taboo:]
Baby girl ya make me feel…
You know you make me feel so real…
I love you more than sex appeal…
Cause uh

[repeat 6X]
*That-that-that-that-that-that-that girl

[Hook]
No, no, no, nooo (That-that-that-that-that-that-that-girl)
Don't phunk with my heart(That-that-that-that-that-that-that-girl)
No, no, no, nooo
Don't phunk with my heart

[Chorus - repeat 2X]
I wonder if I take you home,
Would you still be in love baby? (love, love)
(love, love) In love baby?
I wonder if I take you home,
Would you still be in love baby? (love, love)
(love, love) In love baby?

[repeat 2X]
Don't ya worry about a thing "baby"
Cause you know you got me by a string "baby"

Date:	2005-11-16 18:25
Subject:	fun times ahead
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Mood:	amused

Can you fucking believe here in shithole bum fuck Indiana it snowed today...its funny i never complain about the snow in CO, but here i hate it so much..i am drinking a guinness and having just smoked feeling pretty good...i have a dentist app. coming up..i am pretty excited to finish getting my teeth fixed...i hope i have it all done by the time i go back to europe..my dentist said yes so i am taking her word for it...so MOE. is playing in San Francisco for new years eve...i would love to make that show...and i am going to see phil and friends in chi-town the fri and sat after thanksgiving..cris robinson is playing with him...i cant wait...i am going with this hippy named Adam and this hippy girl whos name is Kaya...which is really funny because i knicknamed my ex that...i asked her if she knew what the name meant..and she new right away..her parents were deadheads..not fade away by the dead just came on...go jerry and the boys...this song has been one of my favs for a long time..i dont listen to it very much anymore..prob because i have been jammin a lot of ekoostik hookah for the last month...i am trying to get my daughter to go with us to the phil show..she dont know..she prob wont go ..o well i get to party then...roar.. in chi-town..man its going to be cold as fuck but the x-mas lights will be on so that might be cool...

maybe you like to give a kiss so sweet
only for one night you belong to me
maybe you go away and drive a car
but the taste of wine is worse than none at all.

mmm...CO bud i cant wait and i can drink a Fat Tire beer ..so good i know i will catch a bunch of phatty shows again while i am there..i am trying to go to europe for a visit in jan, but i am going to fly into amsterdam..going to the Grey Area and smoking out of the biggest glass i can find..it will make for a nice train ride to where i will be going after that..or maybe i will stay the night if i can find a decent place..i love a-dam been there many times, what a laid back city..i am going to see if my friend zak will meet me up there..but he is a daddy now so i dont know if he can make it..but that wont be a problem since it is a very friendly city...Particle is playing right now..i have only seen them at the amsterjam last year but i like them..the keyboard player is a freak...well i am going to go to a micro bar they call Mad Anthonys here..pretty good stout on tap..and the place is full of hotties..you vant beat that..i have turned the bartender on to phish and now she plays it there...pheace...seamus

I, was there at deer creak ,
back in 95, i think it was june maybe july,
but jerry was still alive
all the kids in the parking lot
they torn that fence down,
and i blamed them, for the second show gettin cancelled
i really wanted to go
i saved up all my dough
i didnt go to any other shows
and i got my tickests M. O.
and i never missed a deer creak show from 89-95
i was happy just to be alive on my yearly indiana vacation
that was cut short,
by a bunch of jealous, party crashin buzz thrashin gate crashin stinky bastards,
and if you are one of them, and you hear this song.....
fuck youuuuuu
you cock sucking mother fuckers
fuck youuuuuu
you cock sucking mother fuckers
fuck youuuuuuuu

when i hear this song it makes me laugh. i flew in from stuttgart germany...into dulles airport, my buddy chris..(the devil) picks me up and we go to his car...he gets in the passenger side and says you drive...i am like what the fuck...he then lays out 2 big phatties and i snort them and i say ok i will drive to indiana,,,even though i just got off a 12 hour flight and layovers and time changes...fast foward to the show...the dead open up with


07/02/95 (Sun) Deer Creek Music Center - Noblesville, IN

Set 1: Here Comes Sunshine, Walkin' Blues, Dire Wolf, It's All Over Now, Brokedown Palace, Desolation Row*, Tennessee Jed, Let It Grow

Set 2: Scarlet Begonias > Fire On The Mountain, Victim Or The Crime, It's All Too Much > New Speedway Boogie > Drums > Space > Attics Of My Life > Sugar Magnolia, E: Mighty Quinn

during Desolation row...the gate crashing started...it was a sunday night and the were going to open with sampson and delilah as they usually do...but because they were crashing the party i dont think they wanted to sing .. we are going to burn this ole building down...in fear that they would...that is a line form sampson and delilah..so instead the went into scarlet into the shortest fire on the mountain...all in all it was a great journey but not a great time once we got there...they cancelled the next show and we went on to st louis...and saw Tom Jones under the arc...not as much fun as the dead but a good time anyway...hers is the rest of the tour i saw which should have been the last time they played ...


07/05/95 (Wed) Riverport Amphitheater - Maryland Heights, MO

Set 1: Feel Like A Stranger, Peggy-O, The Same Thing, Loose Lucy, Childhood's End, El Paso, Don't Ease Me In

Set 2: Iko Iko, Playing In The Band, Crazy Fingers, Corrina > Drums > Space > Goin' Down the Road Feeling Bad > Throwing Stones > Not Fade Away, E: Black Muddy River


07/06/95 (Thu) Riverport Amphitheater - Maryland Heights, MO

Set 1: Mississippi Half-Step Uptown Toodeloo, Take Me To The River, Big Boss Man, Me & My Uncle* > Big River*, Brown Eyed Women, Cassidy

Set 2: Eyes Of The World, Unbroken Chain, Samba In The Rain > Truckin' > He's Gone > Drums > Space > The Last Time > Stella Blue > Around and Around, E: Liberty


07/08/95 (Sat) Soldier Field - Chicago, IL

Set 1: Jack Straw, Sugaree, Wang Dang Doodle, Althea, Queen Jane Approximately, Tennessee Jed, Eternity*, Don't Ease Me In

Set 2: China Cat Sunflower > I Know You Rider, It's All Too Much, Saint Of Circumstance > Terrapin Station > Drums > Space > The Other One > Visions Of Johanna, One More Saturday Night, E: U.S. Blues

07/09/95 (Sun) Soldier Field - Chicago, IL

Set 1: Touch of Grey, Little Red Rooster, Lazy River Road, When I Paint My Masterpiece*, Childhood's End, Cumberland Blues, Promised Land

Set 2: Shakedown Street, Samson & Delilah, So Many Roads, Samba In The Rain, Corrina > Drums > Space > Unbroken Chain, Sugar Magnolia, E: Black Muddy River, Box Of Rain

so i am on my way to Boulder. i will be leaving on the 24th of this month
i am very happy to be going there before i move back to europe...i am trying to fly in on the 24th of december for a 9 day visit though..so after i move i dont know how long it will be before i am online again ..but i will update till i go...pheace kiddies ..seamus

Date:	2005-11-01 17:50
Subject:	could you be loved
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Mood:	high

well i think the answer to this simple question is...yes...so that must be why it hurts so much more when you are ripped in two...i am sitting here stoned and drinking a beer...which is good it has put me in a writing mood which i havent been in a long time...which means i will just sit here and ramble on to whatever pops in my head...which usually dont make any sense and i bounce around like a pinball from subject to subject..so if anybody actually reads ths i am sorry now. could you be loved...i heard this song from sci in concert..i was in switzerland at the time i think...i remeber dancing alot with some people...and had a smile on my face..which i havent had lately...goverment mule played last night in indy..halloween show...i was hoping moe. was going to play with him...but they are only playing with mule on the west coast...but i am going to AZ maybe saturday for 2 months of work..so maybe i will finally catch them (moe>) i have yet to see them live yet...cant belive it..usually i am all over it...but not with moe. never in the right place at the right time..i am sure it will come in time though...i should be having great karma coming my way...sooner or later the tide has to change...now trey is playing push on to the day...i rather like this song even though i usually dont enjoy the horn section as much as i should...its not for me i guess...even though i appreciate it..i still dont care for it...even when phish played with the horn section for a lil while...o well each to their own i guess...i just stepped out to have a lil smoke...so i am listening to nugs.net on the comp...i usually like everything they play..its almost like they know what i want to hear...particle just came on...they are cool..wouldnt go on tour with them but if they came within 3 hours i would go to see them...kellar williams and umphreys mcgee is playing in chi town on NYE..now that sounds like to much fucking fun...chi-town and the boys and kellar..wooohooo...it will be cold as hell but hotter than a mother fucker....ekoostic hooka is playing in ohio just down the road for NYE...and i have been playing a lot of them lately and the are going on a lil break after NYE so the show is going to be crazy...i am drinking a sammy smiths oatmeal stout beer right now...the are five bucks a pop at the store for the phatty's...once in a while you have to splurdge...so i bought 6 of them and a lil 4 20...it should be a decent night...i am jamming out very loudly...i have been trying to please the wrong people in my life(and there isnt that many)..so tonight i am going to please myself...haha that sounded funny...o no the keyboard is sticky..lol...so i didnt get much golfing in this year...that will change next year...from where i lived in europe...it was so cheap compared to the states...i cant wait to move back to europe...basically i have nine months to go...i am just wondering where i am going to move back to...i always thought i knew...but now i am not sure...but i will tell you this...it wont be in INdiana...i fucking hate it here...i hate the midwest....i am looking to go back to colorado for the last 6 moths i am here...i love it there...and i have a friend or 2 so it will be nice to hang around some heads...so now they are playing jerry...i love me some jgb..how sweet it is to be loved by you.....i love that song...jerry always makes me want to dance and hug somebody...strangers stopping strangers ...just to shake their hands...when i heard that for the first time...i was on the bus and loving it...man i knew i had found what i was looking for without looking at all..i miss jerry...he was like the uncle that only came around once in a while...the cool uncle...and i had the chance to see him over a 120 times..and i still feel like i didnt get enough...when i got more than a lot of people...but i am a selfish basterd when it comes to my music...i live in a part of indiana that doesnt turn the clocks foward or backwards...i dont like it at all...so its very dark in the morning when i go to work at 7 in the morning...and tomorrow i have to be at work at 4 30 ...but i cant complain they asked me and i said yes...i will take all the overtime i can right now...one good thing i can do in AZ is see my colleague ronny boy..that might be nice...well i am off for a lil smoke maybe i will write more tonight maybe i wont write again for 2 months...pheace kiddies....seamus

Date:	2005-11-01 16:42
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Mood:	disappointed

i had a friend who once told me if you can count on your hand how many true friends you have..consider yourself lucky...well i use to be lucky..had quite a few friends...or so i thought...i dont belive there are such a thing as true friends anymore...not really anymore...i dont think there ever was...i have been hurt...ugh i am going for a smoke and i will come back and finish this...i am too depressed to write what i am feeling...so i am going for a drink and a smoke...maybe i will have a better outlook on this whole fucked up situation...seamus

Date:	2005-06-21 23:08
Subject:	they love each other
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Mood:	depressed

kaya run around, sailin up and down
looking for a shot in some direction
got it from the top its nothing you can stop
lord you know they made a fire connection

they love each other, lord you can see that its true
lord you can see that its true

he could pass his time around some other line
but you know he choose this place besides her
dont get in their way theres nothing you can say
nothing that you need to add or do

they love each other lord you can see that its true
lord you can see that its true lord you can see that its true

its nothing they explain its like a diesel train
you better not be there when it rolls over
and when the train rolls in, you wonder where its been
you gotta try and see a little further

though youll make a noise just cant hear the voice
all the dizzy ride on your cold shoulder

wont you believe what i say is true?
everything i did i heard it first from you

everything i tell you i heard it first from you
heard your news report you know your falling short
pretty soon we'll trust you for the weather
when that ship comes in you wont know where its been
you got to see a little further

they love each other, lord you can see that its true
lord you can see that its true, lord you can see that its true
they love each other.

Date:	2005-06-20 23:54
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Mood:	hopeful

i havent had a kind smoke in 16 days...this might be the longest time since i was in the army

Date:	2005-06-20 23:32
Subject:	fathers day
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Mood:	cheerful

so today i woke up and took my daughter to church...(i really dont care to go but she asked me to) so when we got home she gave me my first fathersday gift and it was a grateful dead shirt that said grateful dad with a dancing bear on it...i was completely shocked because she always makes fun of my music...so it was a very nice gift on her behalf...and she told me she wants to go with me to see trey in indy...maybe i am rubbing off on her...she is 13 and usually listens to nothing but punk, but today i played my music all day and she didnt complain once...and she even danced with me to JGB's dear prudence...i have never been so happy...have a great week kids...pheace

HAPPY FATHERS DAY!!

Date:	2005-06-18 11:33
Subject:	the big move
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Mood:	rejuvenated

well after nearly 16 years of living in germany, i have moved back to the states...i live in FT. Wayne which is about 2 hours away from Indianapolis...life here compared to europe is pretty boring...except for the fact i met my 13 year old daughter , the last time i saw her she was only 5 months old...but we are always together right now. she dont leave my side...she looks just like me its scary..lol..she is like a female version of me...i dont know if it is good or bad! we shall see....but we are getting along great...the job situation is looking real good and i just started the paperwork for my VA benifits..which my rep says i should be getting 30% so i am looking foward to that for the rest of my life...and i found out my kid can go to college for free...which is awsome!! there are a lot of good jam bands coming to this area so i wont be hurting for music...DMB just played 2 shows in indy this last week...trey is coming g-love moe wsp sci so i am pretty happy about that....went to a bar last night to watch the yankee cubs game with my yankees suck shirt on and the bartender is a head from cali...so we were talking about music all night...him and his wife own the bar...and they are some real kind folks....the cubs lost by the way. so to all my german friends... i thought i would be coming back in a year..but it dont look that way now...i just cant leave kayla she needs me too much right now...she asked her mom if she could move in with me and she said yes...so she is pretty excited about that....she doesnt get along with her stepdad at all.
well later kids pheace love and kindness seamus

all i want is to say thank you babay how sweet it is to be loved by you!!!! you know who!!!

life sucks get a helmet but i just want to die right now...my love of my life who i haved lived with for the last 5 years just threw out everything i own clothes all of my music 5000 hours of dead and phish and others and i just want to take a gun and kill myself i am 35 and i have no idea what i am going to do...i live in a foreign country and life just sucks o please gothhippygirl come back with words of happiness i am a man who has gone to war and served his country with honor...and i am just nothing right now sitting here talking to a computer crying like a babylife sucks

cubs win

Date:	2004-06-21 21:30
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hey kids how is everyone doing out there? most of you should be on tour but alas I am still here in germany...not so bad though...it sucks that I will not be one of the kids going to the last phish tour and show but i have seen 65++?? shows so i am not going to complain...it wouldnt do any good anyway..so sunday was my b-day and i have to tell ya that we partied for 3 straight days...much fun for everyone so i would like to give a shout out to pudge, spoon, matty and alan...you guys are some
good friends..and a special thank you to heather (my women) you rock like always! all the gifts were great (the MOJO golf balls are great cant wait till i go golfing)! so I am going to go have a smoke and drink a beer! peace out my friends!! and no matter what you do take care of your shoes!! seamus

Date:	2004-05-26 13:01
Subject:	no more phish
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Mood:	disappointed

what a sad day to find out this summer is the last of phish!

Date:	2004-05-03 15:07
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what a great day here in Germany it is so nice out here right now, i am going to go 420 and cut the grass...then i am going to call a friend and go golfing...yay
talk to ya later kiddies